bj's gay porno-crazed ramblings |
| Tuesday, September 30, 2008
OK, Ohio, yer up!
And by the way, Double Headed Disco's special Obamarama Saturday night kicked ass! Working the door and taking money from complete strangers was really cool, and we raised over $400 bucks in that first hour alone! (then i went on to drink, and flirt, and drink, and act inappropriate (I swear i didn't know he was yer boyfriend) with all sorts of folks, and drink more, and act appropriate with others - and that room in the back that is not a back room is fun, nonetheless! Democracy rules,man! Info here - VOTE FOR CHANGE. And you Ohioianians, free oral sex for y'all if you vote early (I'll need photographic evidence) Sunday, September 28, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
OBAMARAMA! 2niteTonight's Double Headed Disco party is a BARACK OBAMA fundraiser and I'll be working the door! and least early in the evening. later I'll be working the...oh, wait, I was told I can't do that at a political fundraiser... goddamn intolerant liberals. And last night's Presidential Debate Drinking Game was a bit of bust - we hadn't assigned a drink instruction for each time McCain mentioned Petraeus- goddamn that McCain has a big ol' boycrush on that General Patraeus! See you boys later (and that room in the back is not a backroom.....) - and meanwhile, VOTE FOR CHANGE. Thursday, September 25, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
moodyi think my good friends, and certainly the ex, would agree that if there was one word to describe me, it would be moody. The vacation was good, and of course, way too short. I may get around to more details; then again, what mattered most about the vacation were insights into myself, and as that thought process is still evolving, I well might not delve into that in public. This space had been good at times to sort of hash things out, let the fingers do some thinking and wondering for me, but I am somewhere else in my life, and rambling just doesn't cut if for me anymore. of course, that can change, and certainly the occasional porno will be up here again (when? WHEN!?); but decisions in my life have been waiting too long to be made, and I need to get away from this machine, this place, and figure out what is next.Tuesday, September 23, 2008
music question from a gay porn movieA reader sent in this music clip from New York City Pro, asking for help identifying it. Somehow he grabbed the sound clip right off the DVD, so there's bits of dialogue in there - anyone know who did the music, and the title of the tune?Monday, September 22, 2008
OBAMARAMA!
If you're an election junkie like me, you probable already check out FiveThirtyEight.com several times a day; if not, give it a whirl. Sunday, September 21, 2008
Holy F**kSaturday, September 20, 2008
backnothing to say, lots to think about. it was good, very good. and a bit rough, emotionally, and that's ok - that's who i am, that's what i do. lots to think about (did i say that already?) and luckily, at the same time, lots of joyful, happy thoughts that help while doing that. more pics, and maybe a video or two, to come (eventually) Friday, September 12, 2008
later,guys!long overdue, much deserved, highly anticipated,V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N! Realizing you'll miss me, here area few links from the bearborhood to keep you occupied for the next week:Wednesday, September 10, 2008
jackhammer vs morning gloryany regular reader - familiar with my complaints/concerns about job, money, lovelife (not to mention I am simply NOT a morning person), etc. - could safely assume that on a wednesday morning, with the constant sound of a jackhammer for the past 78 minutes, i would be in a foul mood. but wait. look at the pretty flowers, crawling up the cable outside my window, here on the 5th floor. awwwww. and feel that cool breeze, and bright, warming, enveloping sunshine..... awwwww. and (OK,OK,I risk ruining the mood if I continue examing.... time to run, anyway) Tuesday, September 09, 2008
the first timei went to provincetown (back 2004) i went alone, and it was good. then, in 2006, i went with the (then) boyfriend, and it was good. saturday I return, with a good buddy, and it will be good. Monday, September 08, 2008
fivedaysamazing how swiftly my mindset can change. totally fearing going into work. hmmm, fear is the wrong word. i just don't want the aggravation. yesterday, in a happy mood,it seemed so far away - work - and I let myself get lost in just contemplating the previous night's all around "goodness". OK, ok - to self: SHUT UP! in 5 days you will be on vacation, out of town!!! 2 days ago you met a nice man and had fun with him, not to mention your best friend!!! you are SURROUNDED by nice stuff, so stop yer WHINING! - sheeeeeshh! OK, so that helped. got my pants, my shoes on.... but but...oh look at the pretty morning glory outside my window - 5 floors up! (t-shirt on, wallet in pocket....) OK, I am officially over myself. put a smile on yer face, hop on the bike, get it over with already.... bye Sunday, September 07, 2008
Quiet fear of the passing timeas the first few thumping notes of My Spine (Is the Bassline) emit from the speakers, I bounce out and away from the handsome man who's got my attention, grab the deejay and order him to bend over so I can fuck him, punching his shoulder to the beat - "best (punch) - fuckin (punch) - song! (punch) I tell him as I try to bend him over but he's stronger than I remember, and besides, sheesh-geez! not gonna do that, the deejay's my friend - i'm just having a really good time. Of course, now that I am a few yards away from the handsome man, as I walk back, i get to take a longer view of his face..... mmmmmm.now, the night had its ups and downs. well, no - only one down - a horriblehorrible LOUD horrible movie -Thunderbolt & Lightfoot - or something like that, allegedly a comedy (did I mention it was horrible); the rest were ups. Before the movie, goodfood with a great friend, then we headed to nowhere for drinks, and it was fairly quiet for a Saturday, which was nice. and just talked to a handful of friends/barbuddies/friends-of-friends, each other. anyway, it was a good enough night, and then it got better when the handsomeface was attached to a nice,fun, (blah blah dontgettooexciteditsjustonenicenight) man. that's all i'm sayin'- oh, and i think pizza was involved during the walk home. Saturday, September 06, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Monday, September 01, 2008
|